I just want you to know that I think you are one of the bravest people I know. I KNOW you have been through a lot in the past year, and I know you may feel alone sometimes. But just know you are a beautiful, awesome, brave child of GOD and you are loved and appreciated. Praying for you.
wake me up.
Lord please, wake me up from this nightmare.
i never EVER thought i would lose her. for some reason i believed she was invincible. like nothing could ever happen to her. i wish that were true. this is so hard for me because all this happened so fast, and right when i was getting close to God.
im trying so hard not to blame Him or be mad at Him for this happening but its hard, ya know. to pray and praise and press in and be obedient like i was supposed to and still have her taken away from me. and then to see other people who did all the same things i did, get their healing here on earth and still have their life or have their loved one. its just…not fair. and i dont understand it and i dont think i ever will.
they said she was so peaceful when she went, which is a good thing. i know Heaven is the ultimate healing, but now i dont have her anymore. i cant hear her make fun of my grandpa, or cook at thanksgiving. or Christmas. no more super sweet lipton tea. or hot dogs and noodles with applesauce.
I DONT GET IT. why her? why now? i thought the enemy couldnt touch what God has His hand on. yeah i know, it was probably “her time”. but i wasnt ready.
..i wasnt ready. </3
i love you Grandma.
GOD is love. <3|
love me or hate me.
youre thinking about me.
special needs kids
have my heart.
christopher meloni is
my dream man.
i am nothing.
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